I Can't Do This

I am trying my best to look on the positive side of things, but I feel like there are none. I still don't have a job, I have no money to catch up on bills I currently own. I haven't hung out with my friends in a while. I am bored out of my mind. I am not motivated to anything other than cook and clean, but only because it has to be done. I hate this. I hate this and I just don't want to do it anymore.