Feeling Kinda Nostalgic

Gonna see if I can find songs of the past decade, hopefully more from the years 2000-2003.

Lost....

the show I mean. It comes back in Feb and I am following a few blogs that give spoilers away, however I was mainly following for House and Fringe, but just glances at the Lost one and saw something that intrigued me and another thing that confused the hell out of me and kinda pissed me off. I cannot wait for this next season to start, so I don't have to wonder anymore. It's bittersweet really, I don't want it to be over, but actually I kinda do.

Pull the Trigger

I can keep on screaming til your ears bleed
But still you won't hear me
I can keep on crying til you can't stand it
But still you won't see me
I can hold my breath until I'm blue
just to fuckin' please you
And you still won't give a damn

I can give you the murder weapon
And still you won't kill me
You'll just let me suffer
Until I can't get enough
When all I want to do is die
And not have to deal with this stuff

Please just pull the trigger

The Internet Is So Awesome Sometimes!

I just love reconnecting with people I haven't been connected to in ages. I've found a friend recently whom I haven't seen since the 7th grade and whom I haven't heard from since probably 8th grade or freshman year. It feels like I'm somebody when I find out that somebody was looking for me. I never thought of myself as memorable or important, but apparently I am. That feels nice knowing someone cares enough about me to wonder what I am doing after 15 years. I'm feeling pretty good today, hopefully nothing brings me down.