Blogging

I'm not new at this. I have an lj. But even though, I've been blogging for a while. I'm kinda at a loss for words. I don't know what to say right now. I wanted to rant about something, but now the ranting seems kind of meaningless since I talked to the person who I was going to rant about yesterday and got everything cleared up.

Today is my best friend's birthday, at least I hope she's my best friend. Sometimes I feel as if she doesn't regard me that way. I want her to be my maid of honor, but if I am not the same for her---it would just kill me. Also I want to be her baby's godmother and vice versa. Somehow I feel though that I'm like a bug who just follows her around and she wants to spray me with some insecticide to make me go away or even worse kill me. I don't know. I hope I'm wrong. None the less I wish her a very happy birthday!!! Happy 23 Miss Murasaki-chan!

Her boyfriend. I'll be honest, from his very first impression one me, he seemed like a total sleeze. Anytime he went somewhere with us, he was totally boring too. We went to the beach (he did not go in the water), we went to the fair (he did not go on the rides and he dissapeard of with my girl), at JACON (spent most of the time, wasting away in the room or in the pool, didn't actually do any con related things and made my girl miss out on most of them). That's sucksville! Arrgh. Another thing is that it seems like he doesn't want her and I to be friends. Misters should never come between sisters. It aint cool! Hopefully though she can let him know how we feel. Maybe we can start over. Maybe she can make him understand that if he's going to be in her life, he has to accept us too. And hopefully we can become better friends that way. I don't want to hate him, really I don't, but at this point, they are the ones who need to make an effort to unite us. I want us all to get along. I want us all to be friends.

Ya know, I have so much to talk about now that I've started, but unfortunately looking at the time, I have realized that I've already said so much. I should just end it here. I'll be posting again real soon. I suppose now would be the time to say that this journal is going to be way more personal than my other ones. I feel on my lj I have to hide a lot because so many people read it that I am close too and even though my best friend whose journal you can visit here is on here. I know I can trust her. Well ta-ta for now.

Much <3,
Cris

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