Depressed.

I wish people cared enough to help.

Am I The Only One?

Am I the only one who sometimes wishes she could sleep forever?

Worried

Such a headache, make it go away.

Psych

I still have a very keen interest in psychology. I still want to get into people's brains and see what makes them tick. I was watching this Fatal Beauty Countdown of Notorious Women on E! yesterday and number one was Casey Anthony. I am sure people around the world know who Casey Anthony is, the women convicted of murdering her child Caylee. It actually kinda shocked me, I had completely forgotten all about her, at least I was trying to, see the media was all over that, especially the Central Florida media, which is where it took place and coincidentally where I am from. I decided to look it up, cuz I think the case is still going on, I believe she is awaiting a 2011 trial to see if she gets the death penalty or something. Don't worry I am not going to talk about the death penalty here. Too much controversy. I live in a state where it is acceptable and as a matter of fact pretty much all of America is, so no matter what my opinion is won't change a thing. It's interesting that in most countries Capital Punishment is illegal. Anyway, back to Casey, I can never understand why a mother or father can kill their own children and not have remorse. If you did not want a child..then there were many ways to prevent the pregnancy and if you did go through with the pregnancy than you can put the child up for adoption. I mean really, don't have kids! It pisses me off to know how many people killed their own children. Oi! And then people who just plain kill. Why? What goes through their heads. I mean some people seemed pretty rational, but then on the inside they are as crazy as a loon. All this law talk about motives, some serial killers just don't have a motive, some do it for the entertainment or the excitement, which has got me thinking how fucked up are people really and then I got extra nervous and looked up how many missing people on the FBI's list of missing people are from Florida and there were quite a lot, but then again there were quite a lot from Cali too. But it sill freaks me out. I think I am just being paranoid. There prolly weren't more than ten on that list, but still it scares me. I really need to lay off the horror novels I read. Maybe it's my massive cold talking.

You know sometime in the future I plan on moving to Mass, where gay marriage is legal and Capital Punishment isn't. Gay marriage isn't legal in Florida, which is weird because we have such a big gay community I think. Unfortunately, I believe Florida is also a mainly Republican state due to all the elderly living here, no offense to them or anything, it's just that I am a minority (even though I totally hate that word due to the fact that it's not really true anymore). I hear Florida has the third highest population of illegal immigrants and I totally believe it. In fact we should be higher. Ok well this odd and random post is done. Until next time, I'm outtie.