Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Wait Is Almost Over

Tomorrow begins a long weekend of fun-filled craziness, cosplaying and just plain geekiness. YATA. I know I am gonna have a blast and I cannot wait.

I heard thunder out there, I wonder if Jason still wants Corie and I to hit the park. I don't know. I hope the friendship thing w/ J works for Cor, he needs male friends and not only that, but J seems like a cool guy and I know he is not like Cor's other male friends---immature and all. I dunno, we'll see how things go.

Anyways sometime soon like within the next two hours or so--I'm gonna go get tortured...I hate getting my eyebrows done, but the result is good.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Rejected and Neglected

Like always. But I'm ok. Can't wait til Corie comes home, he never makes me feel rejected. I wanna watch the Golden Girls and laugh, let me see if I can find it on tv. Hooray I found GG. YATA!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Today was quite eventful and it's only...

noon. I went to the OBGYN today yet again, and they did an ultrasound on me. They did not find anything wrong or abnormal with me. Everything checked out a-ok. Although they did find that I will be going on my period soon and it just ended two weeks ago. But to me, starting my period is a good thing because I am now on birth control and I need it to start in order to take it, the birth control I am on is going to lighten and shorten my period to pretty much only 3 days which I am very excited for. On Monday I am going to get my blood tests going on and I also have another appointment for my OBGYN on the 3rd of August, the day after AFO.

Speaking of AFO. Ellie has earned enough money for her ticket and now we are going to work on money for food/hotel. Hopefully we'll get some extra that we can use to Nana-fy her and to get Cor and I a new tv, along with some spending dough, but the only thing I am really shooting for is hotel/food money.

We are going to have another garage sale on Thursday and Friday. We're selling some dvds and games and some other good stuff that will be sure to give us some money. I am more than confident for this one since it will be on a main road. We're going to put up a neon green sign to attract customers. And we'll have the low prices to sell so we know we'll get buyers.

So while I am writing this, I guess I should let you know about my returning home from the doc's visit while it's still on my mind. I came home and told my mom what was going on, what the doc said and about my prescription. As I was telling her this I hear an asshole in the background telling me to lower my voice. That asshole ? My father. My father, ladies and gentlemen wants me to lower my voice while I am reporting to my mother about my health issues. He's not concerned about his daughter's health, he's concerned about getting some sleep at 11am, a time when everyone, especially an early bird like him, should be up already. Fucking jerk. Seriously getting on my last nerve. I cannot take this anymore, I don't see us ever being close. I was never and never will be daddy's little girl.

Double Post

Ooops, sorry about that weird double post thing.

I didn't think my blog updater was working. Ellie is not answering me on myspace, she's been mia for quite a while, she said brb. I guess she forgot about me.

Hmm. Well I think I'll go try and track her down. Bye for now.

Today was quite eventful and it's only...

noon.  I went to the OBGYN today yet again, and they did an ultrasound on me. They did not find anything wrong or abnormal with me. Everything checked out a-ok. Although they did find that I will be going on my period soon and it just ended two weeks ago. But to me, starting my period is a good thing because I am now on birth control and I need it to start in order to take it, the birth control I am on is going to lighten and shorten my period to pretty much only 3 days which I am very excited for. On Monday I am going to get my blood tests going on and I also have another appointment for my OBGYN on the 3rd of August, the day after AFO.

Speaking of AFO. Ellie has earned enough money for her ticket and now we are going to work on money for food/hotel. Hopefully we'll get some extra that we can use to Nana-fy her and to get Cor and I a new tv, along with some spending dough, but the only thing I am really shooting for is hotel/food money.

We are going to have another garage sale on Thursday and Friday. We're selling some dvds and games and some other good stuff that will be sure to give us some money. I am more than confident for this one since it will be on a main road. We're going to put up a neon green sign to attract customers. And we'll have the low prices to sell so we know we'll get buyers.

So while I am writing this, I guess I should let you know about my returning home from the doc's visit while it's still on my mind. I came home and told my mom what was going on, what the doc said and about my prescription. As I was telling her this I hear an asshole in the background telling me to lower my voice. That asshole ? My father. My father, ladies and gentlemen wants me to lower my voice while I am reporting to my mother about my health issues. He's not concerned about his daughter's health, he's concerned about getting some sleep at 11am, a time when everyone, especially an early bird like him, should be up already. Fucking jerk. Seriously getting on my last nerve. I cannot take this anymore, I don't see us ever being close. I was never and never will be daddy's little girl.
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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Much More Efficient

I'm not sure if I want to do different entries for all my journals now, I may as well just put the same entries in each of them since the only friends I have on my other journals are the same as the one's from this one. I don't know. I try to be unique, but it's just not working for me. If I feel like adding more or taking away than what is the point. So I am not going to take away or add, I'm just gonna be real. Today was uneventful, other than work and getting the internet back. I also cooked when I got home today, and thankfully as far as I know there is not a single dish in the sink except probably a fork or something. Yays.

Tomorrow, I think, we are going to go downtown and get some meat buns and sponge cakes. I am very excited about this, because I have not been downtown in a while, Corie needs some gas though, so we gotta check his account and see how much he can put in. Also church is tomorrow and as always I am looking forward to it.

So you wanna know what was wrong with my internet ? Nothing, it was just unplugged slightly, so not enough to notice, but enough to fuck up everything. We're freaking smart around here! LOL

Well I better get back to doing what I was doing. Organizing my downloads. Bye by-king!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I gots me some money saved for NYC!

I got some money saved, I wanna save a bit more, but I am very proud of myself so far. I want to save at least 200 more, but 100 will be alright too. Woot! Woot!

Also since my dad, my bro and my cousin are gonna drive, other flights have been opened up, I might be flying JetBlue and I've never flown them before. Yays!

Friday, July 17, 2009

I Need to Escape!

I need to get away from this home, my father uber pissed me off today and it's so incredibly stupid and annoying and uncalled for that I don't even feel like mentioning it here. I was going to, but it'll just piss me off now.

Ellie is only a about 13 bucks away from being able to go to the con, yay! Now she needs at least 20 or 30 dollars for food. I also want us to make enough money for her Nana haircut, which is going to look totally killer. I am going to keep looking around for shit I can sell, so that I'll be able to get a new tv because the "tube" that's for the color green broke and so the shows are coming off bright and pink as hell, it's ok for now, but we definitely need to get a new one. We are probably going to get one from Goodwill or something, but we just cannot afford it right now.

We're gonna go into Corie's old room and see if we have some junk in there. I needs me some moolah for sure. I think I am going to get rid of a jewelry box I have that is taking up space. it doesn't fit with my room anyway.

Maya's selling a bookshelf I really want, lol, but I'll let her sell it and if she doesn't I'll buy it from her, I have no place for my books!!!

Well I'm'a go now, OH, but before I go my OBGYN visit for my regular exam turned out normal. Sigh. But I have another appointment on Tuesday, an ultrasound. I also have to get some blood work done, so hopefully I'll get that squared away this week. I'm not sure if I'll be able to get that done before my appointment though. I'll do the best I can. I hope we can fix this problem.

Ok. Goodnight.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

This Is Insane...

Stupid ass dude needs to tell his tenants to get rid of the damn cats!! OMG seriously, this episode of The People's Court is pissing me off!!!

I made a doc's appoint for Friday, it's just a regular pap, but hopefully I can still talk to the doc about my problem and hopefully she will be able to do something about it. I want bc and I also want to be ok. I hope I'm ok. Please, God let me be ok...and let my schedule and Cor's work for my appointment. I can't not go.

Well, so the issue goes unsaid until today. My brother got his car repo-ed. And everyone is making such a big fucking deal about it. It sucks, but everyone is talking about how we need to keep it secret when in reality the economy is sucking and this sort of thing is happening to everyone. It's bullsh**. I wrote a little status update about how the economy sucks and my aunt calls my cousin and talks about it and then my cousin tells me to delete my update, which I do, but then my mom calls me and bitches at me and all for a status update! LOL. I never said anything negative about my bro and did not mention his name either. I didn't say anything period, my cousin probably volunteered the info himself. But in any event, my bro is doing alright, he's getting rides from mom, dad, and even Corie...he's doing ok, it's just a car. I mean hopefully he'll be able to get it back, but if he doesn't it's not a big deal, he has people he can rely on. He'll be fine.

I'm hungry, I gotta go, the smell of chicken is calling me.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

H30P

I'm going through a bit of a writer's block...a creativity block. Just can't seem to start writing. Perhaps I should do a bit more reading to put me in the mood. Or maybe listen to some music. I need to make an outline of what exactly it is I want in this book. I was thinking about it and nothing has come up for me so I def need to do some further research, read, brainstorm and just get inspired.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

I'm Not Really Sure...

if I want to do something productive today or if I just want to relax. I have a day off and usually do not have a day off on Sat(s) so I am at a loss. It's like I wanna make my room a little more presentable, but also I want to relax because finally I have a Sat off. I'm torn. I have to get up early tomorrow so I want to relax as much as I can, but at the same time...I feel like my room needs a pick-me-up. I don't know what to do. I asked my fiance and he said to relax, so I am thinking that's what I should do too. Right now I am taking my free time and using it to update my journals online. I just did an America's Got Talent related post on lj. Now I've decided to update some actual entries, but since nothing worth mentioning has happened in my life, I really have nothing to say. There has been some drama, but nothing I feel like venting for here. I've vented about it tons and to have no results, so I won't waste my time. Well peace out for now.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Today

So today, Corie and I spent the day together, we watched the MJ memorial, and then we went to CiCi's pizza. Yummy pizza. We went to Walgreens and basically read all the Hoops and Yoyo cards they have there! Those guys are nutz! Teehee, then we stopped by home to pick up Foxxie before we went to Corie's mom's house to have a little dinner and semi-celebrate Cody's birthday. We watched AGT and played with Foxxie the whole time. Foxxie is one popular pup! Well we've been home for a while and Corie painted my finger and toenails pink...I feel like a princess, but now I think I'm gonna go check my myspace and facebook...so goodnight all.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Been A While (Random)

People on forums are so silly. They argue back and forth like little children to something that is so off-topic, lol. I love watching random people argue about having the inside scoop on something. Or calling each other stupid for their lame theories. That's why most of the time I post, I ask a question, so I can get an answer instead of a "wtf, you have a stupid, mornic threory!" But I do enjoy sitting back and watching it. Teehee.

But in other news, I can't change my friggin' mysapce display name. It's stuck on "Victim of a Selfish Kind of Love". Oh well, hopefully the glitch will be gone soon.

We have less than a month away until AFO. I'm planning on doing a garage sale this weekend, hopefully we will sell stuff. We need money for Ellie's ticket and other stuff at AFO. I am hoping to goodness we make enough for her b/c honestly if we can't I don't have enough money to bail her out, so to speak. I only gots enough money for me. I owe my mon 75 dollars for the airline ticket, because I already basically gave her the 145, so all I need is 75 more and I need atleast 250 more for the trip (food and travel expenses plus souveniers). I also haven't saved anything for AFO or school, so I'll need to do that too. I'm at a loss, but somehow I feel I'll pull thru, somehow I always do I guess, especially with my 9 and a half hour work shift tomorrow (which by the way, I find ridiculous), It's insanely long!! I get a measily little half hour break and it's a holiday too, wait a sec...it's a holiday....holiday pay!! Woot! Those nine hours will kill me, but I suppose it'll be worth the pay check. I think I'll end up making 100 dollars in one day w/ out taxes taken out, so I guess that's pretty good. I hope we get slammed so time can go by fast, but not too slammed that we won't be able to breathe. Well bye all, I should be resting. TTYL.