So Sick

OMG! Sometimes I wonder why even bother!!! Grrr! I am so freaking done! AAAAAAAAAAAH!

Anyway...

I had this weird blob related dream that apparently was a cross between Fringe and LOST. It was so weird, Sawyer was trying to rescue us by killing the blob with a knife, but it just got bigger and chased us to a pool where we tried to hide until we realized the thing could swim because it was strangely jellyfish like. I'm not sure where it came from, but yeah, that's my weird ass dream.

Went shopping today, got myself some leggings. Alos got a few tops and Corie got himself a few undershirts and a black dress shirt for his Light cosplay. Holla! Akk this courtesy of my mom and her Sear's card, so thanks moother. I cannot wait to cosplay, finally I am able to cosplay, my friends and I are actually putting outfits together. On Friday (the 27th) I will be Sunako Nakahara from The Wallflower, Sat (28th) I will be my own character, a fairy named Crimson (two diff outfits), and on the last day of the con I will be Misa from Death Note because Maya and Corie want to get a group thing going on. I don't even like Death Note really. In fact if I did like Death Note, I'd hate Light, which is kinda funny considering my bf is playing Light and Misa is totally in love with him. Maybe she can cheat on him for L, lol, although I do not see how that's going to work considering Maya is going to be L.


Anyway, I am still sick with a cold, hopefully it will end soon, very soon because on Thursday I am hanging out with my girls, Ellie and Maya. They are my besties and I love 'em, but sometimes feel that they don't love me. See for me, right now, there's no other before them, but for them, it's not the same. Maya has Jani, who doesn't even treat her right, but who she used to be in love with so she has that history and Ellie has her hs friends and Alica, who I don't even come close to because I am me. Actually I don't even know the reason why. I am just not up there for some reason. Maybe it's because I care enough to try and help with the ceratin situations that can either be potentionally dangerous or heartbreaking. Maybe it's because I care too much to let my mouth stay shut. Maybe it's because I'm always there for her, wait, a sec, isn't that enough to be someone's bestest bestie ? But I digress, on Thurs we are going to try out our cosplay and see if it's good enough for the con. Yata! I CANNOT WAIT FOR MEGACON!!!

Well, I just realized that I have not written my e-pals yet, so I am going to get strait to that. I am sorry, but I have to go now. TTYL.

Much <3