Numero Uno: I realized my reasoning for wanted to get into contact with Ja'net was more personal than actual interest. I wanted to see if we could be besties again, but then I thought about it and said to myself, what for ? I have two best friends who I love more than anything in the world and they can never be replaced. Ja'net was my best friend for a moment in time, but we will never get back to the way things were and frankly I don't want it that way. I am perfectly happy with who I have in my life now and I hope they stay!
Two: I'm sick. It's all Corie and Joe's faults. They must be tortured. They must! I didn't want to go to work because of it, but now I feel like going because of number three....
Why must people always pretend to be someone they are not to try to impress someone. Why do they start acting immature or like that person who they are trying to impress. Why ? It completely makes them look so stupid, not only to me, but to themselves. Yuck!
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People like to pretend with others just to be on the "others" good side. That's not me, I am however I am with everyone. I will not be one way around my best friend and then some other way around my boyfriend for instance. The way I act around you guys, with the randomness and craziness is the same way I act with Greg. I was different around him before but not now.
ReplyDeleteRYC: I didn't meant to hurt you by the things you said. To be honest, both you and Nikki have been there for my good and bad times and I am thankful for that. She was there when I first met G, when I lost Angel, when I began cutting and when I attempted suicide. You have been there for me when I did a bunch of shit that was mentioned in the comment I am replying to. I love you guys more than anything at this very moment. Even more than I love G to be honest. I mean, I love him and we've been through a lot but at the same time my feelings for him are under control and not like before when I was giving him too much too soon. I am really sorry for having hurt your feelings. Like I said, it was not my intentions. You are right, friendship and love are not measured by time, but by the mutual feelings among each other. :)
Well, he is coming over today and hopefully everything will turn out alright. Then again, I fear of my mother. Hope she just listens to him and does not interrupt him when he is speaking to her. I know my dad doesn't care much about what he did and what happened. He said it himself not too long ago; "Ellie, you are already old enough to start popping some babies." I laughed but at the same time I was like, "someday... but not quite yet." Then again, those tend to come when you least expect them. Well, hope you are alright. Call me or text me of comment on my blog again. If not, I will see you tomorrow for church. much <3
Ellie
True, friends, REAL friends are hard to come by. You know the old saying "A friend in need...?' well it's difficult for most people to understand...
ReplyDeleteIt's not the friend who has the need, it's the friend who does the deed...
If you have good friends, keep them, love them and be loved by them...
You'll have other friends that come and go... that's just life.
Sounds like you know what's important