October 23, 2010

That's the date! I am totally setting it,. This is the game plan. The Corie and Cristina Bay wedding with commence!

He proposed to me on Thursday, Feb 12th 2009. I don't even know what time it was, but we were laying beside each other, talking about the next couple of days and other things of the sort, making plans and he told me that he wouldn't be able to propose to me like he wanted to and I said well why don't you just do it now and get it over with. So he grabbed my hand and told me that I am his everything and that his life would not be complete with me, then he asked those magical words, and of course since I love the guy I said yes! So I am officially engaged! And all of this through tearful eyes. We embraced and talked about the future, made plans about how we were going to discuss this with our parents, and went to sleep in each other's arms. No, you naughty kids, there was no love-making.


So moving on, I had the most horrible day at work on Friday the 13th. Cliche I know! But Corie to me to lunch, Taco Bell drive-thru, raw as hell. HA! Then I had to go back to work for a few hours, sucks but I gotta get my money. Got home, showered, dressed, proceeded to pick up my friends, Ellie and Maya, we went to CiCi's and ate some good pizza, and then we went to Fashion Square Mall and got our tix for Friday the 13th, again cliche. LOL. Corie and I got our Megacon tix at the Comic store, along with a free t-shirt. Holla! Then after we saw the movie, actually pretty good. That Jason is a ninja!!! We went home through all this construction, damn Florida! And we told some ghost stories, amongst candle light and blew them out each time we wold them, a total disaster, cuz we were supposed to tell 100, but we kept, blowing out more than one candle on accident. Anyway after we were done, we had fun or maybe not so much fun on the Oija Board. It was crazy. We contacted three spirits, I think. Some murderer, a friend of Maya's great great granddad and some teen who got killed in a car accident.

And then the next day after very few hours of sleep or maybe even none at all. Me, Maya and Ellie hung out cuz Corie had to work, his whole day shot because his schedule was 2-11pm. Sucks cuz today is V-Day. Anyways, I made him home-made brownies. Yeah baby! From scratch! LOL, and Maya and Ellie took pictures and mom and I talked wedding and when Corie came home for lunch he bought me flowers. Such a sweet guy, considering he was not supposed to give me anything until White Day. And...now for more complicated stuff....

I always wonder why I am unloved when it comes to friends. Now, I honestly think that in the end, Ellie will still be there. Even though she says she has more than one bff, in the end, I suppose we both know who reigns over all. We don't say, but I think we are both number 1. I think through it all, we'll be each other's maid of honor and we will be godparents to each other's children, etc, but still I have to wonder. But what really makes me wonder is Maya. No matter what we say or what we do to convince her that we are in this best friend thing for life, she shuts us down. No matching tattoos for Maya. She doesn't want to get a tattoo that brands us and bonds us for life, because she doesn't know what's going to happen in the future. Which to me makes absolutely no sense, because once I make a friend, I keep them. The only way we will no longer be friends is if she no longer wants me in her life, not the other way around. I am loyal through and through and it totally sucks that she doesn't see it. Maybe in the future Maya will see it. I suppose it doesn'tmatter if she wants in or not, because I do have a best best friend and it's not Maya, it's Ellie and even though I've cried tears of pain cuz of her and even though sometimes I feel it would be easier not to care, Ellie will always be my best friend and not Maya. And come to think of it, even though I am hurt by the whole Maya situation, Ellie and I have way more in common than Maya and I do. I mean, Maya and I well, we do have our similarites, but all in all we are different. And although I consider Ellie and I deep and emo, I think Maya is way in over he head, so again, in the end I suppose I should not care whether or not miss Maya wants to get a tatt like me and Ellie, cuz I suppose the bond between sisters is a bigger bond than she can handle. When she grows up and out of her whole woe is me, nobody cares about me phase, that's when she'll be ready to accept that we're in this friendship thing for life. At least I can count on Ellie!