So This Is It

I am thinking that her deleting he lj has given me my answer. She really is done with me. She doesn't want me to find her at all. It's over. This is it. I no longer have a best friend. Somehow I thought it would hurt less than this considering all the shit she has put me through, but actually I am getting a major headache thinking about it, of course that could be due to the fact that I have to go to work soon. Uggh. Just what I need angry customers. Well you know what? I still have friends who mean the world to me and who treat me like a true friend should be treated, so like the journal is title, I'm Still Breathing.