No More Pretending

I think I am done pretending I mean anything to my ex best friend. She doesn't care for me, never did and even though I sat around moping that I had lost someone important to me. Even though I sent her a long message only to get no reply, even though it hurts me like a bitch, I cannot sit here and pretend like she was an angel. She treated me like dirt and even though it's hard for me to accept that I let her take advantage of me and even though it sucks that I let her use me and it sucks she never cared. I need to just let it go. I need to move on. She never loved me like a sister and she never will. I will cherish those good memories we had, but that's as far as it goes. No looking back. No more pretending.