It's not that I've been neglecting writing in here. It's just that I have had so much on my mid lately that I just felt was too much to talk about on here. I don't want to get into serious details, but I have been thinking about quite a few things and other stuff has been majorly bugging me.
For one, my father, well it seems like he has been on my case lately. About school, about my weight, and most importantly about my relationship. I think that as long as I am doing the best I can and not throwing my life away and just plain living, it should just be enough for him, but it's never enough for him. I am so sick of trying to please him, I am so sick of trying to explain my side, my situation, my feelings, because frankly I could talk to him until I have no voice left and he still would not understand.
Corie, well he and I have not worked a lot lately and so we are struggling to get thing paid for and what not and he still has no money for a ring. I want to shout to the world that I am engaged, but it is so hard to do so when I have no ring to show for it. I guess my patience will reward me, although my patience is wearing thing. Another thing about Corie is that he has been really moody lately, picking arguments with me when it is not needed and then not even coming correct on it. Not even fessing up to his wrong doings or even taking the initiative to say he is sorry. Well, let's not go there.
Speaking of moody people, my friends have been kind of moody as well. I hope all is well with them. Lately they have been biting my heads off for no friggin' reason. I'm getting scared. I want everything to be okay. I'm sick of dodging bullets. I'm not bulletproof.
Well, I suppose that's all I have to say for now. Corie's got to get some sleep and I do not want to keep him up with my typing. Hope everyone had a good Easter. TTYL.
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