And yet I am still up. I'm not really sure why, I am a little tired, but not too much. Right now I am busy thinking about so many things. I am worried about my friends, my girls mean so much to me, and yet I do not think they know. I'm not worried about major things, I'm just worried that what is true, won't be true much longer. I hope no minds are changed because things need to be ok.
Love. It's a tricky thing. When you want it you either don't get it or get it in the worst way. But when you aren't looking for love, it'll find it's way to you and it will be so much better than before. The key is to just relax and let things happen naturally.
I didn't go looking for my Corie, he just happened and I am so glad we are together. But anyways, that's really not the point.
I just hope my wedding in 19 months won't get in the way of anybody's feelings. I hope we can work this out as a team and there is no jealousy. Cuz it's the last thing I want. I want my friends to feel comfortable, hell I want everyone to feel comfortable and have fun, I'm no bridezilla!
Well I should go now. It's like 2:20 and I've listen to FYI like 8 times and I need to go to bed, my ipod can be update tomorrow. Bye bye now.
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aww! I forgot to mention in your last LJ post that my stomach pains has not gone away! Remember when Elmer Fudge used to get really pissed at Buggs Bunny and smoke come out of his ears? That's me right now!
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