It's Really Over

I know some people might not understand, but this is actually very hard for me to write. I have been crying for the past couple of days. I feel like such an idiot, but I just cannot believe my fave show is gone. I cannot believe LOST is over. It is really over. I honestly feel like a part of me has died. And looking over at my shelf and seeing the DVDs is really making it worse. I didn't watch JKL because I was too sad to laugh about this sort of thing. I am not ready to jump back into the world of LOST. The ending wasn't something I wanted, it was something I knew, something I predicted, but nothing I wanted, well I mean the island ending anyway, the flash-sideways ending was actually pretty clear and decent and sort of ended with a sense of hope and togetherness, but the island ending was just so damn sad, but at the same time, not really surprising. Corie and I both wanted the Un-Locke smackdown to be more of a Sayid/Keamy kind of fight, but that didn't happen, it was still good though. Well before I start getting depressed all over again, I think I'll just say goodbye.