Oh.K.

I can honestly say without a doubt in my mind I am strait. Or at least maybe a bit superficial when it comes to the same sex. I didn't get turned on at all when I kissed my friend on a dare and in fact was a bit grossed out. I feel kid of bad for her. I don't think she will ever find anyone. She's so lost when it comes to sexuality and has probably watched way to much porn and hentai because she kisses so fakely. It's like why are you twisting and moving so much. Ewww. And she says the sexual fanatasies that turn her on are of anime. Like, really? No real person to get you going? If even it's a fake human being. At least it's a human being and not a cartoon. Cartoons are not real. I think I will never ever ever play Truth or Dare with her again. Traumatized!

Update!

I did none of those things I was supposed to do before Feb 17th b/c I moved out of the house and into my own apartment and changed our costume ideas anyway. We're gonna be ponies. More of this...later.

I Take Offense.

My mom asked me what was wrong with my friend Gabby. I was confused so I asked her what she meant and she told me that we usually attract weird people. I was like "gee thanks", but she swears she didn't mean it that way. She goes on to say that usually "people like her" do not hang out with "people like us" Oh, I'm so glad she didn't mean it that way. So because my friend Gabby is a normal, vibrant, attractive young woman that means she shouldn't be hanging out with us freaks! Nice. Real nice.

Things to Do Before Feb 17th!

I know I keep saying I won't go back, but if my new friend's Gabby and Josh are going...I must go! It will be so much fun. A weekend of awesome. So here is a list of things I need to do before Megacon. Of course not in order of importance.

-Perfect Lady Gaga costume
- work one those Gaga yellow diamonds. Use wire and fabric.

-Work on Katy Perry costume.
-make heart headband with cardboard and glue and purple glitter
-try to find some pink fluffy stuff that resembles cotton candy
-buy lavender wig

-Finally buy Team Rocket boots to finish the Team Rocket look.

-Get Gabby and Josh to do Alice in Wonderland with us. Find Gabby cute Cheshire Cat costume, find Josh an awesome Mad Hatter costume....make them cosplay.

-Save money for fancy hotel. 200 a night.

-Buy convention tix before they raise the prices.

-Request days off, make sure to remind Gabby and Josh to request days off.

-PLAN AHEAD

Uglies...

my fave book series is turning into a manga...and even better...a movie! Holla! Love, love, love this news. I got teary eyed reading it. YATA!

This is Stupid.

I have a friend who is bisexual. He hasn't told everybody, but everyone thinks he's gay anyway. Every time the subject is brought up, he claims he's strait, even though he has confessed to me and several others...he's bi. Why has he kept it a secret from people who have known him longer than I have? If everyone has thought once that he was gay and still accepted him, then why try to hide that he's bi? It makes it so difficult to talk around people because I do not know who knows and who doesn't. He keeps the stupidest secrets. It's so nerve-wracking!

Forgot to Mention

Thus past Saturday, I nearly broke down in tears because a customer called me incompetent. I'm not a genius, but I am far from incompetent. It was a horrible thing to call me and the fact that I had customers behind him meant that I needed to suck it up. I told him he was being rude and he rudely tried to apologize, but it still sucked for me. After work, I cried. I felt so angered by his rudeness, I just couldn't stand it.